r/StudentLoans • u/Sirius2349 • 22h ago
Rant/Complaint Literally cannot pay.
I live paycheck to paycheck working 9-5 just barely making ends meet each month. I do not have any disposable income at the end of the month. In fact I’ve had to sell some of my things just to have enough cash to survive. I live a pretty simple lifestyle, i have a small one bedroom apartment, I don’t drive an expensive car, i don’t spend money on things I don’t need nor do I eat out. I have 2 credit cards I’m making the minimum payments on, a car loan I’ve had for 2 years that I’m current on (never missed a payment). I have no major assets besides my car and about 22,000 in a retirement account. I have about $130k in federal student loans mostly from undergrad that I was in the save plan with and plan on asking for forbearance because I can’t afford a bill with an extra $230 per month with RAP or IBR.
I also have 180k in Sallie Mae private student loans mostly from grad school and I don’t have a co signer. This sounds like a massive amount but I owe nearly double what I originally borrowed on the private loans due to an extremely high interest rate at 15% and by the time I graduated, I owed about 150k. I currently make about 53,000 a year before taxes and take home 3600 a month. I have been trying to do the right thing communicating with the lender and working hard at increasing my income so I can pay it but I haven’t been successful and I keep getting denied when I apply for new jobs. So my degree isn’t helping me.
Sallie Mae wanted me to pay them 2500 a month and unfortunately they absolutely refused to work with me. From what I’ve read on this sub and other debt subreddits They are known for being predatory and super aggressive in collections. So I’m 3 months delinquent about to default and in the state I live in they can sue me and garnish 25% of my wages. I would be homeless and destitute if they did this because I couldn’t pay living expenses and I would lose the job I do have. So I can’t afford a garnishment.
Usually if we are faced with a situation like this and can’t pay debts from an aggressive creditor and can’t afford to live if garnished we would file for bankruptcy. That’s why it exists but I know historically student loans are treated differently in bankruptcy and many attorneys will say there’s nothing they can do but at this point I literally don’t have the ability to pay them unless I drastically increase my income which I’ve so far been unsuccessful in doing.
I understand I made some poor financial decisions in my 20s as I was very naive and lived a very sheltered life. I got myself in this mess but I don’t need anyone to admonish me I’m just trying to do the right thing and find a viable path forward. I’m not really as concerned about the federal loans because I have options and if I had a higher income I could pay on those but I have few options with Sallie Mae. To be frank I would much rather pay them then file for bankruptcy but I literally can’t give them what they’re asking for and live and I don’t know what else to do if I can’t increase my income and my degree isn’t helping me do that.