sorry for writing this much
It’s 2 AM here and the August SAT scores come out in less than 12 hours.
I genuinely don’t know if I’ll be able to open the score.
This was my 5th and final SAT. I’m an international student, and English is my third language. My English score has always been my biggest weakness (around 580 at best), and I honestly have no idea how I did on this one.
My highest SAT score so far is 1320, but I desperately wanted a 1500 this time. I’ve had a lot of constraints throughout this whole process, including some difficulties with my parents, and just getting to these exams has sometimes been a struggle.
I know a score doesn't define me, and I know there are other parts of my application that matter. But I’d be lying if I said I don’t care. I’ve spent so much time thinking about this number that seeing anything far from 1500 is going to hurt.
And because this is my last attempt, there’s no “I’ll just take it again.”
Part of me wants to check immediately when the scores release just to get it over with.
Another part of me wants to wait until Monday, enjoy the weekend, and pretend the score doesn't exist for two more days.
Would you guys check immediately or wait? 😭
And to everyone else waiting for scores: good luck. I hope we all get the score we’re praying for.