I personally think I'm like average at makeup, however the colors and what to use and when always stresses me out so much, I genuinely want to stop going out. (Can defo go out without makeup but I want to wear it and then this stuff makes me just wanna stay home).
Like when to do what? I'm good at a full face for big events but when it comes to brunch, uni, home (I love wearing makeup at home like I love having the same aesthetic there) etc I wanna go for a like sultry grunge look. (think catwoman) but I can't differentiate the intensity and shades and the makeup to use for each look for a certain place and time.
When to use eyeshadow? When to use which color? Cut crease? Glitter? Light or dark smokiness at the end When? (I think thats one of the main things about the look but I dont wanna go overboard) How to make it look different for events, everyday or uni etc? Same thing for lip color? When to use brown lip liner? When to use a same color or darker shade of the lipstick lipliner? When to use contour? When to use whoch blush shade and should I choose it based on what looks good on my skin or just go with what looks good with my outfit? When to use brown or black eyeliner and tightlining?
These are just a few of the questions but when I start a look, I'm literally questioning everything.
Like I know makeup is supposed to be fun and I should do whatever I feel is the best or do whatever I want to.
But see, that doesnt work for me. I am like physically unable to. Its more fun when I know what to do yk? Can anyone help me out? Has anyone faced the same problem?
(to clarify its also not a 'dont care what others think' problem. This doesnt have anything to do with that. I couldn't care less about what others would think. Its more so like an OCD thing)